words

"you are such a miracle ma, for me, for your friends"

"kamu kebanggaan semuanya ma"

"you did it, you've succeed to stole peoples heart"

"don't be insecure, you're smart"

"kehilangan kamu di sisiku aja aku udah ancur bgt rasanya,gimana kehilangan sama sekali."

"you're mine forever ma"

"i'm not sure with my feelings anymore"

"i love you ma"

"its so hard ma, missing you so much and the fact that you're too far away and not know when you'll be back cost so much pain"

"i'll try"

"i'm addicted to you"

"i can't let you go even if i want to "

"i'm sorry"

"i'm so lonely"

"its really hard ma."

"i miss you"

"if i leave you, and let you go you're not gonna be okay, you'll do a bunch of bad things"

"i love you dear,but i don't want to miss you,its not nice anymore its been pain"

"we're still young ma"

"i've realize i've been having a very high expectation of you.to be my wife"

"sorry".

"i love you shaima"

Happy birthday Abuya!

7-12-12
00:12 am

       

                 

                                                               

                                       


God bless you always, may goodness always be with you in every heart beats of you, may you got all the very joyful and happiness that life could ever offer
thankyou, for being such a hero not only for the family but for the environment
thankyou for letting me have those fancy things , thankyou for letting me gone crazy and buy the whole bookstore.
thankyou for every new shoes,new bags,clothes, foods, education.
i've learned the hard ways that you love me, in your own way.
thankyou for trying that hard to protect me.
im sorry for not listening to your advices, sorry for every money i wasted, sorry for the lies or naughty and immature deeds
but to be honest, no matter how many time i wish i could have another father. i Love you. in everyway in every condition. you've been a great man.
may god always bless you, and add a couple more years of your lifespan every year.cause i'd love to see you in my graduation and wedding ceremony, i'd love too see you hugging your grandson or maybe granddaughter, but mostly i'd love to hear "i am so proud of you" words from your mouth. and i am sorry i am so busy growing up, i often forget that you are also growing old too.
long life dad :)


Happy 50th Birthday father! :)
have a great life, best prayers and luck always be with you.
love,your daughter

Au revoir!

22:36 am


i almost done re tidying my clothes, its too late to sleep in time to wake up fresh for tomorrow *sigh*
i'll bring my smiley pillow though, hhh its kinda heavy remembering i have to wake up really early tomorrow to have MATH private lesson, sucks i know :'(
i am so happy yet so sad in the same time......i'm happy that denny being really really sweet today, he's just lovely as always. i love you so much dear you're my one and only :* *in case somehow you read this*

and sad cause this is probably my last free day, its ending anyway -_-
i'm gonna be away from media entertainment cause i need to be focus on my midterm exam, man i really need a high score this time :/
so its gonna be my last post until maybe 5 january or, i probably gonna post something on new year eve.
goodluck in life for everyone who read this
;D!



Bonne nuit peeps, Au revoir!

xoxo,