Hello there!
I’m in a quite good mood right now, hope it will last longer
though :} , i just watched sex and the
city, yea i know at first i thought it was basically porn lol, but i think its
because im growing old now that i cried watching the movie cause its awesome,
and brilliant the friendship the hurts the dramas, its just so good. U can skip
the s part u know, i cried like 3 times and cried again cause i was really
happy when mr.big was down on his knee proposing rachel, like seriously on his
knee OMG THAT WAS REALLY SWEET he even said rachel ,my love OOOOHH MY GOD its
really heartwarming! Sweet sweet movie :””)
And i realized something about my dad, its been more than 3
months that dad being really kind to me, i love him so much i feel so blessed
having him as my father even i got annoyed easily when he’s on his man pms
haha, i used to hate him, like so much i even wished mom will get a divorce
just so i don’t have to face him anymore, because he’s really strict and small
minded, he never even allowed me to go anywhere not even school activity and he
hits me when i was younger he really hate the idea of me having a guy Friend. Yes
a male friend. Not a boyfriend. I just
don’t understand and i hate him so much cause he makes me hate my life. After a
huge heartbreak and emotionally abused by my relationship, i now know he was
just protecting me, or atleast thats what i get. He just want the best for me
and he love me. He even treated me like a princess sometimes. So i just throw
everything that i used to do , most of all were a bad thing and i gave up on
relationship, i will just wait for the perfect timing. With the perfect someone
who will not only give me love, but his last name :D i know its still way too
freakin early for me to think about that and it absolutely does not mean i
wanna get married in a young age AHHAHAHA , its just my mindset for now on. Well
summer is ending it gave me a really bad mood swing cause im just not ready to
get back to that routines that rot my soul and happiness called school...
Well have a nice day peeps!
Xoxo,
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