weekend

7:34 am

woke up feeling miserable. check on instagram and hate what i saw,  throats hurts like hell and 2glass of water seems pretty good and right after drinking throats felt quite better then i remembered the mango youghurt i have on the fridge so i  grabbed a small cup of youghurt and planning awesome things to do today, it supossed to be
-yoga
-ecercises
-sketching
-finished all the homeworks
-movie marathon

check on sister's mobile and theres no new bbm from him (cause i broke my mobile 2weeksago) ,not even a goodmorning text or a simple hi.
miserable.


14:30 pm

as usual i procrastinated , i ate large whole wheat sandwiches for breakfast and lunch, haven't done
any sports or yoga. nor sketching or homeworks..but i will in an hour or 2 :'0 *selfpromises*
cause the morning passed and still no messages or greeting from him so i decided to greet him.

s:"hi deens"
10 minutes later
d: "imaaa.. "
   "lagi ngapain?'
   "why don't u greet me sih maa"
s :*sigh*

2 hours later

s: "we'll meet kok dens someday soon :")
d :"i'll wait until that day come ma"
s:":") i love you"
d: "ma"
s"yaa?"
d: " i love you so much too!"

and every insecurity and pain i was holding on that time suddenly melt away.

17:38 pm

ate 4 bananas,haven't done any of my awesome plans.
shit. i procrastinated too much, okay this is the last post for today.
gonna do all the task tonight



23:04 pm

finally done the sketch , yoga, exercises but not the homeworks :/
well i'll do it tomorrow morning *selfpromises* *again*


Bonne nuit peeps!


xoxo,