20:49 pm
hello readers,
so since i've cleared up my mind i decided to begin a new fresh start.
after being seperated for a quite while now i realize that i've made a right decision. its not love anymore when all you feel is pain and exhaustion, sometime no matter how beautiful it was when its no longer bring you butterflies and smiles you know its time to let go and you'll be completly fine.
at first i thought i was gonna die of frustation and now i laugh my self remembering how silly and over reacting i was. looking back at my old posts..im sorry its so full of dramas shhh -_-
now i see, i am still 17 and there are still a lot of things i need to take care of and i'll be so busy , and i am better off on my own. matter fact right now i can say that i'm loving my life quite much, i feel positive and relaxed. alhamdulilah i'm quite blessed :')
i've made a plan i want to be closer to God, and be more active in school and studies and future
OH i passed the 2nd smester without any fail :D and i done it all with my self i'm quite happy even the marks are not that high and i still need to redo my mechanics exam from 1st smester on month 7th ..
but that's okay from the result of 2nd smester i learned that when i have a strong will and do my best i can do it, someone precious once said "do your best ma, and god will do the rest" i believed that so much. and its true though .
this year i will not visit indonesia i think... its heartbreaking but well i think god has another plan for me and that's okay.
well i'm in my last year of high school omg i can't believe how time flies so fast... next june i will be in college......... i can't even.... i really hope i can go to art college since its fun and i'll be able to love the 4 Years of my soon university life atleast.
i'm doing really fine these days i'm happy. i hope this happy days will last longer :")
have a happy day and life readers, thanks for your time :D
xoxo
hello readers,
so since i've cleared up my mind i decided to begin a new fresh start.
after being seperated for a quite while now i realize that i've made a right decision. its not love anymore when all you feel is pain and exhaustion, sometime no matter how beautiful it was when its no longer bring you butterflies and smiles you know its time to let go and you'll be completly fine.
at first i thought i was gonna die of frustation and now i laugh my self remembering how silly and over reacting i was. looking back at my old posts..im sorry its so full of dramas shhh -_-
now i see, i am still 17 and there are still a lot of things i need to take care of and i'll be so busy , and i am better off on my own. matter fact right now i can say that i'm loving my life quite much, i feel positive and relaxed. alhamdulilah i'm quite blessed :')
i've made a plan i want to be closer to God, and be more active in school and studies and future
OH i passed the 2nd smester without any fail :D and i done it all with my self i'm quite happy even the marks are not that high and i still need to redo my mechanics exam from 1st smester on month 7th ..
but that's okay from the result of 2nd smester i learned that when i have a strong will and do my best i can do it, someone precious once said "do your best ma, and god will do the rest" i believed that so much. and its true though .
this year i will not visit indonesia i think... its heartbreaking but well i think god has another plan for me and that's okay.
well i'm in my last year of high school omg i can't believe how time flies so fast... next june i will be in college......... i can't even.... i really hope i can go to art college since its fun and i'll be able to love the 4 Years of my soon university life atleast.
i'm doing really fine these days i'm happy. i hope this happy days will last longer :")
have a happy day and life readers, thanks for your time :D
xoxo
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