Almost a year

its almost midnight, and i just redesigned my blog, somehow i miss writting or making journal about life or about how frustated i am,

fuh, i can't believe its almost a year since my last post!!!

A LOT LOT LOT of things has happened with me, i dated my love :> we made a cute couple but then...

things gone wrong with my family, it was a HUGE problem that dad's decided to moved me and my brothers & sister to egypt, and not coming back :"( but i hope i'll still have a chance to visit indonesia, even just a week or two...

and long distance relationship sucks.

honestly it is really really hard.

but, the relationship i have with him now is the happiest and the most amazing things i have in my screwed up life, it is too precious to just give it up.

dear denny my dear, i won't give up on us baby, don't give up on me, let stay strong together cause what we had is real :")

and im starting my diet again, i had this big willing and motivation its been 10 days im on this healthy diet and its not working -_-.

i need to find a way better and effective than the workout i've been doing this past ten days *sigh*

about school, i knew i can't never fit science class :"(((((( im stupid in math and science class is a huge ass hell of math's family, im fucked. but thanks god everytime i lost hopes in exam somehow things got easier like suddenly my friend let me see their answer aha ha ha ha -_-yeap i am that stupid..

okay, after all im giving up everything to Allah swt. in Him i have the fullest faith to him i give all my heart and soul, thanks god for giving me something better when i ask a good thing, for making me sees the bright sight in the darkest day. 

love,