influenza or something worst

09:02 am 

i woke up late this morning cause i got a few destruction at night , i suddenly woke up at 2 in the morning cause i can't breathe i thought i was dying, my throat hurts like hell and  my hands hurts so bad numb for a few minutes but then ut starts to hurt and heavy...i was freaked out something is wrong with me..then i drank a glass of water and tried to sleep again, it was hard with the nonfunctional nose i have to breathe with my mouth but since the throat hurts it was nearly impossible then i decided to try to blow my right nose as hard as i can and its working so i can breathe slowly and when it start to stop working again i blow it harder,  and after a few hell of hours i finally can sleep but this morning when i woke up, my hand starts to get numb and hurts like asdfghjkl and throats and ears and a small headache . i hope its not a big deal :'( maybe its just influenza or maybe something worst..nauzubillah 

so last night i finished the charlie chapin sketch for my french teacher, i haven't done his homeworks yet ............. i haven't take my breakfast but i will in a few minutes i think.

  " 1:07 am,  D :" imaa kalo kamu masih bangun ajaa.."

             08:13 am, D : "imaaa" 

            17 minutes later

                              

                             S : "sayaang, aku baru bangun {}

                             D: "imaa, lama sekali yah -__-"                  

            43 minutes later

                            D: "why don't you take care of your self ma? "

                            D: "don't you know that i miss you so much? "      "

this is deff one of the best morning beside the hell of sickness i got, he greeted me and waited me till i woke up and said he misses me, since the hard time we get through and a small amount of time we have cause we both are busy,this little sweet chat means the whole world to me.

i'm so happy he turn to be the sweet guy i know again, since the last 3 months we don't have time to be sweet or even talk. 

but i think he's kind of upset knowing my sickness...but i swear i've take a good care of my self :"   

but still, i hope todays gonna be a nice day, and this dumb sickness will just dissapear

amin

18:31 pm

   " D: i miss your presence so much , seeing your picture might reduce the hurts of this missing feelings...how if you send me those 4000 pictures of you in your ipad?,i don't care if you think its ugly, cute or whatever you know i love you right ? and i always will "

 i love you, you have my heart wrapped around your finger, and even if you let the heart go i'll still probably tie it up again around your finger. 

Bonne nuit peeps!



xoxo,